who am i?
everyday just before we sleep i ask him a question .... v talk for a while n sleep.this is our routine.
sounds silly but this was my routine
the question i asked him yesterday before sleeping was "who am i?"
n the answer " payal's mummy" ....he said that with such an enthusiasm
but it could not please me..... not that i dont like being her mummy....i love my baby n i love him a lot ......but then who am i?
her mother...his wife....till now i was someone's daughter's n someone's sister ...though they loved me cared for me ....it never made me happy ...i mean i was happy for what i had but wanted more ...ME...i wanted for once to identified just as ME n they be recognised as my parents n my brothers....i wanted my own identity. i had at CDFD....i was ME, a research scholar ....
now married n a baby who am i just a house wife?
i like caring for them ,cooking for them n cleaning up after them but then i want ME also.
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